Win A Copy of Scottie Gage’s New EP

Meet OUT recording artist Scottie Gage. As stated on his website, it’s impossible to resist his sultry sound. He seamlessly blends elements of mainstream pop, disco, funk and urban soul to deliver everything from ultra remixalble upbeat groves to thought provoking ballads.

Scottie recorded his first EP, Waterslide, with Chris Cubeta in 2007 at Galuminumfoil Studios in Williamsburg, Brooklyn. You can check out his debut video for the first single at www.logoonline.com. He has performed all over NYC and has also appeared as a guest artist at the 2008 Staten Island & NYC Pride.

Back in Novemeber, GayAgenda recently had the honor of interviewing Scottie. Below you can read what he has to say.  You can also win a copy of “Waterslide, The EP by taking a very short survey!

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Tell me about you. Give us a little background on Scottie Gage. I’m originally from Massachusetts, although I’ve been living in New York City for 8 years now. I attended a small state college in Massachusetts and majored in Theatre, although I started out as Sociology major. I absolutely hated my first Sociology course, so I changed my major behind my parents back. I knew I wanted to be in the arts, it was a no brainer. I have a long history of of involvement in dance, particularly jazz and ballet.

Which artists have inspired you most? I’ve always been a huge fan of The Brand New Heavies. They have a really cool acid jazz/funk sound that blends really well together. I also have drawn a great deal of inspirations from an artist I literally just stumbled across one time. I was walking with a friend through P-Town and saw the cover to a Bic Runga (an artist from New Zealand) CD in a shop window. It looked really cool, so I took a chance and bought the CD, gave it a listen and absolutely loved it. Her music has been a tremendous inspiration to me.

You’re an “out” musician. How has being openly gay affected your career? Absolutely 100% positive! The first producer I worked with told me I shouldn’t come out because people wouldn’t take me seriously, and I kept that with me for a while. But, I just really wanted to be myself, so I immediately came out to the next producer I worked with and he was like, “OK, no big deal. Now let’s get to work”. It’s been really freeing for me, I’m able to write without filtering myself and letting it all hang out.

How old were you when you came out? I was 20. I came home from college one Christmas and I was telling my Mom about my best friend who had came out as a lesbian. Next thing I know my Mom said, “Next thing you’ll be telling me is that you’re gay”. So I did. Merry Christmas! There were some tears at first, and although it didn’t ruin Christmas, it made it very interesting. But I’ve been very lucky and both of my parents have been extremely supportive not just in coming out but in all aspects of my life. I’m a very lucky guy.

Do you feel it’s more difficult for minorities to come out? Although I would consider myself a minority, I’m adopted and both my parents are white so I’m not sure if I’m able to completely relate to that question. I don’t know that being a minority has the most to do with coming out. I might be wrong but I believe there’s more to it than skin color. I would think that religious beliefs, education, where you live and support from family and friends are all factors in coming out of the closet.

Have you ever faced discrimination because of your sexual orientation? I’m very fortunate, because I really haven’t, at least nothing overt or really in my face.

What do you feel is the greatest disconnect within the GLBT community? Self-destructive behavior. Especially in terms of crystal meth and bare-backing. Here we are trying to eradicate a disease, and people still act like unprotected sex is no big deal. Even though it’s (HIV) not a death sentence anymore, it’s still a serious issue and we need to get a handle on it.

How do you feel we can best combat homophobia? Don’t be afraid to be who you are meant to be. Live your life the way you want, as long as your not hurting anyone. The more we are seen and heard, the more we are an equal part of the world. If we were to hide who we are and live in fear than we don’t exist and we absolutely do exist. Again, I feel really lucky to be in New York City. The gay community here is so diverse and generally accepted. Sometimes I forget how unfriendly the world can be outside of here.

What is your greatest attribute? Empathy. I have a way of putting myself in someone else’s shoes. Also, I adapt easily. My mother is a United Methodist minister, so we moved a lot when I was growing up. I never wanted to be the wallflower, so I just put myself out there and made friends.

And on the opposite side of that coin, what is your greatest weakness? I tend not to listen to advise unless I’ve exhausted all my avenues. I keep trying it my way until I’ve failed 4 or 5 times, then I might take advice. I really like to be in control, and that can be a big flaw.

What one thing are you most thankful for? I’m thankful that I’m actually doing what I set out to do. I’m actually pursuing my dream.

What’s the best compliment you have received from a fan? I was having one of those really bad days and this guy named Devin from Colorado emailed me and complimented my music video, Waterslide on LOGO. He said that it was a cool video and seeing it helped him remember that it was ok to be gay. When I read it, my eyes just weld up with tears and i started balling. I just really appreciated him taking the time out to write to me. Stuff like that makes me remember what I’m doing and why I do it.

What has been your greatest triumph or accomplishment in your career? (Laughing) I don’t think I’m there yet. I have a lot more growing and learning to do first.

Again, on the other side of the coin, what has been at was your greatest defeat? I really wanted to attend a music school like the Boston Conservatory. I was accepted to a few, but my parents didn’t have the money to send me. I was really angry with them about that for a while, but I’ve come to realize too, that I may not be where I am now if I had. I firmly believe that no matter how things seem at the time, they happen for a reason and for the best in the grand scheme of things.

Do you have a boyfriend or partner? No, I’m single. Finding a solid, stable relationship in NYC can be tough. Most people here have an agenda. They are here trying to make a go of their lives and dreams, and don’t really have the energy to put into a relationship as well because they are too busy concentrating on their future. There’s also this Mr. Right Now mentality floating around the city. I’ve dated but still haven’t found Mr. Right.

What are you looking for in a partner? I have a sick and twisted sense of humor, so the guy I date has to appreciate that. Also, guys that are comfortable and confident in their own skin is a definite turn on. I’m also really drawn to that certain sexiness in a guy. There are guys I’ve met that are so good looking they could be a model, but when you talk to them they have zero personality and don’t exude any type of passion. On the flip side, there are those guys that are average looking but they exude this total sexiness that is so f*cking hot I just want to jump their bones!

What do you do in your spare time? I love going to the Lower East Side to hear bands play, Broadway/Off Broadway shows, classes at my gym, hanging out with friends, going out to dinner,(I love to eat), stupid reality shows like Rock of Love: Charm School and Scream Queens, and I love Japanese saki and karaoke bars! I seriously think I should have been born a beautiful Japanese lady because I love the culture.

So, do you have any thoughts on the recent U.S. election? Thank baby Jesus Obama won! Seriously, I think it’s going to take some time for him to clean up the mess that Bush made, we just have to be patient. Also, I’d rather have Prop 8 pass for now with Obama as President than have gay marriage pass and McCain as President. Again, we just have to patient and make our presence known, gay marriage will see the light of day.

One last question Scottie, if you could deliver one message to the world, what would that be? (With big laughs) Make sure to drink your Ovaltine! – Just kidding. I can’t wait for that 24 hour marathon of A Christmas Story to air on Christmas, it’s gonna be magical! But seriously, be sure you love and love hard. I love the quote: The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return. As simple and easy as it sounds, it’s not. I’m still learning. Also, live your life the way you want, it goes by so fast. You shouldn’t give yourself the opportunity to say coulda, shoulda, woulda. My Mom always says life is not a dress rehearsal. I love that line.

Thanks Scottie. It’s been a real pleasure. Best of luck and best wishes always for you and your career. Again, it’s been GREAT talking with you and I look forward to speaking with you again in the near future and keeping track of your career!

For more information on Scottie Gage and to get a preview of his music, make sure you check out his website at www.scottiegage.com!

GA Interviews OUT Musician KJ Denhert

Out-artist KJ Denhert is extremely well known among NYC Jazz aficionados for her long-time residency at The 55 Bar. KJ Denhert is the originator of the “Urban Folk and Jazz” genre. Her latest is Dal Vivo A Umbria Jazz - a live album showcasing the best moments of her residency at Italy’s Umbria Jazz Festival in the Winter of 2007.

KJ is an amazingly versatile guitarist, she pushes far beyond the realm of singer-songwriter as a performer who is memorable for both her solos and her larger-than-life personality. Her reputation for quality has been captured through her numerous honors in the music industry, including the 2006 Independent Music Award for Best Live recording, first place honors in the Mountain Stage and Kerrville New Folk Songwriting contests, and her countless positive reviews in noteworthy publications like the New York Times and Relix.

GayAgenda.com had the distinct honor and pleasure of speaking with KJ during a special segment of our BlogTalkRadio show where she talks about her coming out experience for the first time during an interview!

You can listen to the interview with the player below, but also make sure you check out KJ’s website by clicking here, which includes her discography, show schedule, photo gallery and much, much more!

Kevin McDermott: In the Eyes of a Photographer

The art of the photography is a wonderful and exciting look at powerful images that give us a variety of feelings and emotions, especially those of male beauty. A true photographer that has the skill to develop those feelings is Kevin McDermott.

Kevin was born in Cleveland Ohio but moved to NYC after college to pursue a career acting. Soon after, he realized he had a great deal to express through the lens, and every since that moment, he hasn’t stopped.

He gives us images of male beauty. His models strike poses of deep gestures. He always seems to find the comfortable position, the good frame, the right lighting…everything that a photographer needs to make the perfect shot.

As a child, Kevin always admired the beautiful images saints in the Catholic Churches, but now he finds that beauty in masculine, sexy and gorgeous men. His photography is so good, that sometimes we would like to reach out and touch them, as though they were live, to feel their splendidness.

So meet Kevin McDermott, a young photographer with a great vision to show us.

Hi Kevin! Thank you for accepting this interview with GayAgenda. First of all, when did you discover you wanted to take photographs? Can you call it your passion in life?

I actually came to NYC to study theater. I attending New York University for acting and I did that professionally for about 10 years. I was never very good at the business of acting so I started get more interested in the visual arts. I took several art history courses during college and started studying photography, but it was an expensive hobby at the time. This was back in the days of film and darkroom developing and sure I would say that photography is my passion. Almost everyday I go to my studio. I have to force myself not to go.

When did you first get a camera and what were your initial interests as a photographer?

I didn’t get a camera until after college. The first camera I really used was actually borrowed from a friend. I got a job touring Europe in a play for three months. That was the first time I really used a camera. Of course, I had no real idea as to how to use it. It was pretty much set to automatic. But I discovered I had a talent for framing a photograph. After that experience, I took classes in black and white technique and I spent hours in the darkroom. I loved it. One of the subjects I was interested to draw was men. I don’t know if it was all the scantily dressed saints and prophets illustrated in the bible when I went to Catholic school but I have always been attracted to a beautiful man.

What kind of men do you fantasize about?

As a child I honestly thought I would be a saint so I didn’t fantasize sexually about men until later when high school. I did attend catholic school here in the states, and I remember thinking how beautiful the images of the men were in the religious paintings…the caravagios, Michelangelos, these religious images had an effect on what I thought was beautiful.

Maybe you wanted to be a saint to be like one of these beautiful men?

Probably, but roaming the desert with a group of hot men, painting or taking pictures.

When you discovered your sexuality, was it easy to find out who you were and what you wanted?

Actually, no. As I got older, I realized the saint business wasn’t going to pan out. And in high school, I realized that I was gay. I had several other friends who were gay. We didn’t discuss this until we had graduated. It was as open a society then. But I was fairly comfortable with being gay. I grew up outside of Cleveland, Ohio. When I graduated from high school I moved to NYC. I was out from that moment on and I really started the photography professionally only about 5 years ago.

Your coming out was in the Big Apple and you had a very supportive environment. Do you think the same would have happened in your home town?

My family was always supportive. I have a big Irish Catholic family, three brothers and three sisters. My parents were always supportive as well. They let me pursue whatever would make me happy as an individual. I also had plenty of siblings to give them grandchildren.

What do you think about gay marriage and the Non to Prop 8? Would you like to get married and have children? What do you expect from Obama’s government?

I remember hearing Obama’s speech at the 2004 Democratic Convention and being moved to tears. I thought, “Why isn’t this man running for President?” So I was a supporter early on. It was refreshing to see how well he did on election night. I was very caught up in the election. This country is in need of change and hopefully, he will be able to really provide some. Of course I was disappointed that Prop 8 passed. It is a horrible situation. All of us should enjoy the same rights.

Are you joined to social causes? Do you get involved in politics?

I volunteered with the Obama campaign. I very much wanted him to succeed. I am political by nature.

Would you see yourself making a kind of committed art? I know art is art, and you take photos for you and not for the public.

My art is an extension of me, so while not being overtly political, perhaps in a roundabout way it is. I love politically charged art. I do what I do. Maybe one day it will be more overtly political. I think the photographs of men that I do are sort of quiet in nature. Soulful, perhaps.

The concept of beauty had changed through the times and looking at your beautiful nude men we can find very attractive guys, some of them with a deep sexual charge. What kind of men do you like to shoot? What are you looking for when taking male nude?

I am attracted to someone strong and grounded, someone at peace with himself. I look for someone who is interesting looking, in some way and someone who can open themselves up for the camera. Every time I hear that my photos have a deep sexual charge it sort of surprises me. I enjoy hearing it, but that’s not the primary focus…at least most of the time.

What do you want your models express to the viewer? How is your process work? How do you make them feel comfortable when they are naked? Do you need a special environment?

Well I’m usually a rather calm person. The old editor of Genre magazine used to call me “Zen” because the feeling on the set was very comfortable. I think I have a talent for making models, both experienced and new models comfortable. I’ve had many guys who have never been photographed nude say how surprised they were at how comfortable they felt during the shoot, and how much they enjoyed it. And a lot of wine helps (just kidding)

Can you tell us how you prepare your models? Do you talk them the entire time? Do you give them directions?

I do tell them how to position themselves, to move their heads, hands, etc. I do talk to them during the shoot. Of course every model is their own person and brings whatever they have to bring of themselves as well. I think my photographs are an interesting mix of formal portraiture and contemporary photography.

A deep sexual charge can be obtained by looking at your photographs. Sometimes then men in the photographs are aroused. I am very curious, do you feel more comfortable working with gay or straight models?

About half of the guys I shoot are straight. I love working with them both equally. Sometimes it’s just being ready when circumstances present themselves. I rarely ask guys to be aroused totally. A few times, I have asked for it when it seems appropriate for the photograph.

Maybe sometimes some of them are fantasizing too.

lol. Maybe.

I think most of the models are very much narcissist.

I think they do or they wouldn’t agree to be part of it. I think everyone bring something different to the set. Some are narcissistic, some are curious to see what it is like; some find it hard to believe that someone would want to photograph them. I try to make it enjoyable, but at the same time, I am trying to get a beautiful photograph captured. That is my main goal.

Some of your works are commissioned for business, but how do you find the inspiration for your personal projects. Is there a photographer that influences your work? What photographers do you admire?

I was influenced by Irving Penn, Duane Michals, Arthur Tress, Richard Avedon. I love the drawings of Egon Schiele and Cocteau.

Who do you consider to be the best photographer of all times?

Yikes, I like Edward Weston, Cartier-Bresson, Harry Callahan, Walker Evans…each in their own way. Their uniqueness vision has been caught by my camera.

What is a good photo for you or when is a good shoot?

When I have felt like I have captured someone’s soul in a beautiful way. I love when people can open themselves up and drop pretence, when you can almost see their soul. I know that sounds ridiculous, but I enjoy the one on one interaction.

Your artwork is not only of nude males, but of natural landscapes. As a photographer, how do you create the perfect angle, perspective, frame and atmosphere? Do you manipulate the shoot to make it the way you want? Which do you like better, film or digital?

Well I started working with film. My first published book, which is a book of interiors and still-lifes was shoot entirely on film. Today, I shoot almost entirely digitally. One does have more control over the finished image. My personal style is to try to make the image not look like have been retouched or photo shopped. Almost every image is retouched even in the darkroom, images were retouched.

The old photographers would love to have our technology.

I think they would. I remember the discussions when digital was first being adopted by professionals. There were many old school photographers who hated the idea of it, but now many of them are shooting digitally. I have several friends who fall into this category

I enjoyed your low series and the portfolio where you traveled to Massachusetts. How was it being around nature and the ocean?

I travel to Provincetown on Cape Cod pretty regularly. It’s at the very end of a long Cape that stretches into the Atlantic. It’s a magical place. The quality of the light is wonderful.

You can relax there. It’s not like being in the noise of the big city

That’s correct. Although during the summer you have the noise of the drag queens in the streets trying to fill up seats to their shows that night, but it is a great place. You should check it out. I had a large exhibit of male nudes in Provincetown this past summer.

Can we see all of your pics on-line?

They are not all online, but some of the images on my site were part of the exhibit.

The prints were 30 inches x 22 inches in size.

What general reception do you get from the public? Why do you think straight people have more difficulty with a full frontal male nude when it’s really just about the beauty and the beauty is meant to enjoy?

The show was very well received…even the straights enjoyed it. I was delighted that even the people who would not be drawn to male nudes could see the beauty of the images and were able to verbalize that to me. I’m greatly appreciative of people who respond to the images.

You admire Edward Gorey to whom you dedicated a book called Elephant House. Your pics show the solitude and the soul of a man. Can you elaborate?

Edward Gorey was an illustrator and author and has a large following of fans. I had the honour of working with him on several theater projects. I got to know him as person as well as an artist. He died in a sudden manner and I asked his estate if I could photograph his home before they moved anything.

What authors do you like?

I like fiction: John Irving, Dickens and large winding stories that work themselves out in the end.

What is your major ambition as a photographer?

To create classics. If I can have people appreciate a style, which is in some way unique to me…that would be great and if I can pay my rent.

Your nudes will be a classic I am sure. Do you consider yourself a very sexual person?

At times yes…at times no. I think I’m viewed as a sexual person. I do enjoy the beauty of men. That is true. I find myself looking at guys at the gym thinking “how would they look in front of the camera” and I catch myself because I think I’m probably freaking some of them out by staring at them.

Sometimes artist can reach fame and become very well known. Does your art allow to live wealthy?

I’m not at the point were I can live “very” well. But I have been able to live in NYC in a nice apartment exclusively on my photography for several years. (Knock on wood.)

What three things would you pick up if you are the only survivor in an island?

They are a large lighter, a tent, and a water purifier.

With whom you would go to a blind date? Your partner is not an option.

Only one? LOL! Viggo Mortensen or Daniel Craig or Johnny Sins.

What are you afraid of?

I’m afraid of cruelty

Have you ever been witness to intolerance or homophobia?

Yes. I have been with friends and been called fags. I think we’ve all witnessed homophobia with Prop 8.

What are your best feature and what is your greatest fault?

Kevin is a nice guy. (I don’t know if that the best or worse) Kevin appreciates beauty and Kevin is not the best business man.

What can you put in a bad mood and what makes you smile?

Someone being rude or arrogant puts me in a bad mood. Chocolate makes me smile.

What would you be able to do and not be able to do in a relationship?

I haven’t met the man of my life, so I don’t know that I can answer this. I think being honest with a man is always the best policy. We all have baggage. Hopefully your baggage goes together with your partner’s.

Is there something that make you scream?

A fast moving mouse and a good f#@&.

LOL, I see. If someone asked you to pose naked would you do it?

I did for someone this past summer. It was not the easiest thing. You’ll have to see the photo.

When and with whom was the happiest moment in your life?

I had many.

What is the most helpful thing you learned about life?

Always to be you and not worry about what other people think. Do your own thing.

What do you expect for the future?

To make beautiful photographs.

I am sure we will see more of your art. I was enchanted with this interview. Is there anything else you would want to tell our readers or those who are looking towards a career as an artist?

To enjoy beauty. It surrounds them. And young artists should make art. Make beautiful amazing pieces.

Find more on Kevin by clicking here.

GA Exclusive Interview: OUT Artist John Gascot

John Gascot is a gay painter who lives in Washington with his long time partner. When talking to John you will find a man full of life. I explored his world I got feelings of optimism, joy and happiness around him. He is like his paintings; expressive, colorful, sensitive and passionate. John is a man with a deep admiration for women. He and his mother immigrated to the U.S. when he was 12 years old. You can see in his beautiful paintings and the beauty of his Latino culture expressed on his canvas. He is proud to be a part of the Latino culture, a culture which he feels proud to belong. John Gascot takes figures, colors and forms and turns them into beauty using his brushes. He gives us pleasure for our eyes, making a little bit of heaven on earth. He leaves us with a paradise in our souls, admiring what he can make with creativity and passion.

Antonio Capurro: Hi John! Thank you for taking time to speak with GayAgenda! When did you discover your skills and talents of drawing? Do you come from an artistic family background?

John Gascot: I was thrilled to be asked for an interview! And about your question I have always drawn and painted, since childhood. My mother was artistic in her youth but didn’t follow up with it into adulthood.

Antonio Capurro: Many people were born with a gift, which they develop as they grow and push themselves to make things happens. Did you dream of being a great artist when you were young, and what was the first painting that captivated your eyes as child?

John Gascot: The funny thing is that I didn’t set out to be an artist (painter) from the get goes. Even though I always drew and painted, my first attempt at “making it” was through writing and acting. I went to school to be an actor and a playwright. There is a lot of story telling in my work, I feel. Most paintings start out with a phrase or passage.

Antonio Capurro: Why didn’t you pursue a career as an actor and/or playwright? Was it simply not your passion?

John Gascot: It just didn’t seem to be in the cards at the given time. After school, I spent some years as a makeup artist (beauty, not stage). My partner and I moved into Northeast PA where there wasn’t much of a calling for my makeup skills (you’re lucky some of those women shave!) and we opened up a gallery. I always painted at the gallery and put my work up. It began to sell to weekend visitors from NJ and NYC and that’s when I decided to go full on with painting. I still might write at some point.

Antonio Capurro: It’s easy to see painting is your passion! You were born in Puerto Rico and moved to the USA with your family when you were 12 years old. How difficult was the transition for you and how did you adapt to your new environment?

John Gascot: My mother was from NY so you’d think I was accustomed to the “American” way, but in fact she was Puerto Rican at heart, so my roots are very Latin. It wasn’t the easiest of transitions for me. School was so different here.

Antonio Capurro: In these times, it’s not unusual to hear of gay artists who are out. Do you like being know for being gay?

John Gascot: Absolutely. I never hide the fact that I’m gay. I’m very proud to be called an Out Artist. I think we need to be visible in this day and age of change.

Antonio Capurro: How was your coming out process? When did you realize you were gay?

John Gascot: I’ve always known I was gay. I might not have always had a word for it, but as far as I can remember I was attracted to other males. My coming out at 16 was pretty good. I kept trying to get my mother to say “I know what you’re about to tell me.” but it wasn’t happening. So I finally came out with it. There were tears, because she didn’t want her son to have a harder life than others, but she always accepted me. And she LOVED my partner. He was the “good” son. LOL!

Antonio Capurro: Two sons for her…LOL!

John Gascot: YES!

Antonio Capurro: Your mother thought you could have a hard life being gay. You came out in the 80’s. What referents did you have about gay culture? How did you find others like you?

John Gascot: I can’t say that I had very hard times because of being gay. Most friends and family were very accepting. Finding other gay folk came easier when I went off to college. Before that, while still in high school, it was more of an underground thing…I rather not focus on that. LOL! It all turned out well in the end, let’s says.

Antonio Capurro: Who was your gay icon in that time?

John Gascot: Oh wow there’s so much to choose from in the 80’s. Boy George for sure (I dressed very androgynously in the early 90’s!). But even those who weren’t gay seemed gay in the 80’s, like Duran Duran, Eurythmics…all of them. Larry Kramer was my playwright idol! The Normal Heart

Antonio Capurro: Rock Hudson was the first famous victim of AIDS. I remember the movie “Long Time Companion” talking about this bunch of friends that were living with the virus. As a gay man how were you affected? Did you start to get informed?

John Gascot: I got informed, yes, but unfortunately not early enough. As I mentioned my first introduction to the gay world was sort of “underground”, meaning, more of a cruising scene. There weren’t other out gay guys my age in my town older men than me. I was still in high school, but wanted desperately to connect with gay men. I became poz. Thankfully, I am undetectable and healthy today, but that was sort of an ALL AT ONCE introduction into what was going on at the time.

Antonio Capurro: Can you tell us how your process about accepting being poz?

John Gascot: I would love to be able to offer up an enlightening process, but the truth of the matter (for some of us) it’s that you either accept what life brings you or deal with it or you crumble. I’d like to think I deal. I’m a cock-eyed (no pun intended) optimist!

Antonio Capurro: When you met your partner did you tell him you were poz?

John Gascot: We found out 3 months into our relationship.

Antonio Capurro: How did the two of you face it? Some guys could run away and say good bye but he stayed closed to you and is a great proof of love.

John Gascot: We had no choice but to face it head on. We were in love. He chose not to run away, he easily could’ve. I love him with all my heart. He’s a pain in the ass (again no pun intended) sometimes, but I couldn’t love him more. I’m not the easiest person in the world either, by the way. LOL

Antonio Capurro: You haven’t married your partner, but the two of you have what a relationship should be. You’re there during the good and bad moments. How have you made it work without being married?

John Gascot: For better or worse is not exclusive to marriage.

Antonio Capurro: On being poz, do you live in fear of infecting your partner?

John Gascot: We’re big boys and know how to play safe.

Antonio Capurro: I admire your courage and it says a lot about you.

John Gascot: Thank you. I don’t really think of it as courage. It’s just the hand I was dealt. I don’t like to dwell on negative. If you look at my artwork, it’s all very bright and positive. I have hope in life.

Antonio Capurro: Even with all the information and the media coverage, do you think it’s still taboo to talk about HIV and AIDS?

John Gascot: There is a taboo, no doubt. But things are moving along, even if slowly.

Antonio Capurro: Where does the influence of women come from in your art?

John Gascot: There’s no doubt in my mind that my mother influenced the larger-than-life female form being a constant in my work. She was amazing! I am very proud of our Latina women. Even though my mother was Caucasian, she was Latina at heart. She went to Puerto Rico and fell in love with the culture. Stayed there for 17 years and had me and taught me the importance of being proud in my heritage.

Antonio Capurro: Your art is full of life and joy. Do you ever become bored or tired of painting? Have you ever imagined your life without painting?

John Gascot: There are days when I have “painter’s block” just like a writer does. There are times when I am painting a piece that I’ve done 3 times before and I’m tired of it, but it’s a sale and a way to keep me painting. So even on the “off” days, I can’t imagine a life without painting.

Antonio Capurro: Your art has influences from Picasso, Fernand Lerger, Stuart Davis and Latin pop with the visual, literal, lyrical and musical way. I just love the Va Va Voom girls. Can you tell me a bit about them?

John Gascot: The Va-Va-Voom! Girls are just beginning…I really have a lot of faith that they will develop into a very fun and glamorous series…in time.

Antonio Capurro: The Latino culture still contains a great deal of “machisimo”. How do you make your connection to femininity work, defying the traditions?

John Gascot: I think that my paintings of women tap somewhat into my own femininity. I’m not afraid to face that. I’m not “straight acting” I’m just a gay guy. For some of us, like it or not, there’s feminine aspects to being gay. A lot of gay men don’t like to own that.

Antonio Capurro: You talk a lot about fashion and style.

John Gascot: Fashion influences me for sure. The Va-Va-Voom! Girls are influenced by fashion. I plan to paint some in current “must-have” dresses, except big and voluptuous, of course.

Antonio Capurro: Tell me about a typical day working in your studio? You like a lot of music. Do need music to paint?

John Gascot: I definitely need music to paint. I play a lot of Prince and a lot of Jazz and a lot of female singers too.

Antonio Capurro: Your work is inspired by life and guided by the influences and experiences of your past and present. Do you feel more comfortable painting abstract or the Latin Pop series?

John Gascot: I have been doing a lot of abstract work lately because I’m really becoming comfortable with the fun aspect of it, but I think that Latin Pop will always be my signature style and the work that is closest to my heart.

Antonio Capurro: Your art can been seen in collections across the US and Europe. Also some celebrities as Betsey Johnson, Tina Fey or Ru Paul have bought your paintings and your art is represented by galleries on the East and West coasts of the US and Europe too. Do you consider your career successful as gay artist? Do you consider yourself famous like Picasso?

John Gascot: No artist will ever be as famous as Picasso. LOL! I am still just emerging as an artist.

Antonio Capurro: But for sure you are part of the gay community legacy. In reference to politics, what do expect from the Obama administration when it comes to gay issues?

John Gascot: I hope that in years from now someone might look back and see me as part of it. I have a lot of hope for the new government. I think that realistically, our issues will make progress but perhaps not as quickly as we might like. There is a lot on Obama’s plate right now.

Antonio Capurro: When and with whom was the happiest moment in your life?

John Gascot: The happiest moments of my life have been with my mother and my partner. No doubt. It’s hard to name specific moments.

Antonio Capurro: What makes you happy and what makes you sad?

John Gascot: Kindness and people simply reaching out to each other in life make me happy. I smile at everyone I walk by. They probably think I’m crazy, but oh well… Uncaring people and bigotry is what I most dislike in life.

Antonio Capurro: What are your fears?

John Gascot: Loneliness. That is probably my biggest fear in life.

Antonio Capurro: The best and the worst of John?

John Gascot: Oh wow…LOL. OK, the best…I’m creative and caring. The worst…I definitely talk too much and I’m very opinionated.

Antonio Capurro: What do you like?

John Gascot: I love chocolate…and porn. HAHA!

Antonio Capurro: What kind of porn? Can be an inspiration for you?

John Gascot: I like porn where guys look REAL. I don’t like shaved, overly-buffed pretty guys in my porn. And porn is not generally an inspiration for my artwork. Though I have made some notes for some erotic paintings.

Antonio Capurro: Have you ever painted men as your subject?

John Gascot: I have a painting called “Strong” with two old-fashioned weight lifters and one called “Love Letters” which depicts lesbian love. I’ve also done other clearly gay-themed paintings along the way. There will definitely be more obviously gay subjects in future paintings. But I feel that my women paintings speak a lot of me as a gay artist.

Antonio Capurro: If you were the only survivor on an island, and could have only three things, what would you want those 3 things to be… and your partner is not an option.

John Gascot: OK, my partner is not an option??? LOL! Then Adrian Brody (big nose turn me on!). And the 3 things… 1) Painting supplies (I know that’s cheating…more than one) 2) Food 3) My Ipod.

Antonio Capurro: Big nose…LOL! I know Latin people say big feet, big dick, but I haven’t hear about noses.

John Gascot: Noses are much more accurate than feet.

Antonio Capurro: You have a solid long term relationship. What advices can you give to those of us who haven’t found that yet?

John Gascot: Know that it’s not all wine and roses. Nothing is perfect. You’re both going to annoy the shit out of one another sometimes. Learn to let small quirks go. It’s not important in the bigger picture.

Antonio Capurro: What other projects are you working on currently?

John Gascot: Currently I am working on a series of flavour-themed abstracts. I also have new Latin Pop paintings in the works. I found an old vintage photo of a group of nude male swimmers I’d like to turn into a painting.

Antonio Capurro: It was an honor to speak with someone like you! Someone who can inspire others with your life. Considering GayAgenda has a great deal of bredth and depth in their audience, what advice do you have for any young people aspiring to have a career as an artist?

John Gascot: I enjoyed the interview immensely! Thank you, Antonio. What would I tell young gay artists? Well, stick to it. Don’t give up. Keep doing what you love! Even if you have to take a “normal” 9-5, do your art at every spare moment.

Find out more about John Gascot and his wonderful art at: http://gascot.blogspot.com/ or at http://gascot.com

Meet Moxy Hart: The Artist Behind the Man

There’s something about Moxy Hart. He is such a passionate man. When I interviewed him I agreed with and felt I fully understood what he meant by “words are so restrictive, mere utterances, black on white. Feeling is the language of the soul and it’s in big, bold, bright, fantastic technicolor. This is how I see. This is my world.”

I entered into Moxy’s world and it was a fantastic journey. I meet the man, born in a small town in Gauteng, South Africa in 1976 who grew up into a family of “non-artists”. A man who wanted a different career for himself, so one day he decided to be exactly who he was and be a gay artist, where he began joining together his imagination with art.

After finishing his studies in fashion design he worked in the industry and created his own company. Eventually however, he decided to sell the company and paint full time. The time was right because he realized happiness had arrived to his life.

Now, he is one of the most well known gay artists in South Africa and his paintings have been sold in art galleries across South Africa and abroad.

Relocating to Cape Town four years ago, he has been concentrating on depicting the male form and masculine beauty and we are pleased he did just for us all to enjoy it.

Antonio Capurro: You are the second gay painter I have interviewed, is it OK to call you a gay painter or do you feel that is a label?

Moxy Hart: that is fine, I am a gay man and I paint for a gay audience so that would be on spot.

Antonio Capurro: How do you define the art of Moxy Hart? Is it soley for gay audiences or do straight people, or everyone appreciate your art?

Moxy Hart: My work has been bought by heterosexual people; I don’t think it needs to be classified as purely gay. I depict masculine beauty that is something that has been around for centuries, many of the old masters depicted men and I’m having a glass of wine, I deserve it after a hard day… LOL Salud!

Antonio Capurro: Salud!

Moxy Hart: But you can’t have any it’s morning there!

Antonio Capurro: I know, LOL! And besides, I am working. So tell me, is it easy to be a gay artist in these times? I am seeing more artists coming out and I think that is healthy because they are doing what they want and being who they are.

Moxy Hart: After the initial big dramatic “coming out” to my family, I decided the worst part was over. I am SUPER confident and happy with my sexuality, I love being gay. I spent a long time doing things that didn’t make me happy, now I do what I love, I just happen to be a gay man painting men. If you do what you love, it’s easy no matter what the societal nonsense might be to add to that, I never thought it was something I had to do - come out as a gay artist. “Ordinary” artist for want of a better word never have to come out as such. And art is usually controversial anyway.

Antonio Capurro: Do you consider your art controversial? I mean, can it be controversial to see wonderful male beauty?

Moxy Hart: no no, I don’t think my work is controversial at all, but it all depends on who you “expose” it to. I couldn’t have an exhibition in an old age home for instance… hehe I just create what I find beautiful, there is enough ugliness in the world

Antonio Capurro: Moxy, oldies need to refresh their eyes too, don’t you think so?

Moxy Hart: yes, seeing as it’s - I would assume - a long time since they saw a nude…LOL

Antonio Capurro: So, I have to ask, are you happy you get to be around nude men!

Moxy Hart: I can’t complain one bit about my job, that’s for sure!!

Antonio Capurro: I see your portraits, drawings and nudes, and they are a paradise of beauty to my eyes. Where do you find beauty and how do you get the inspiration?

Moxy Hart: Thank you that is such a great compliment!! You never have to look too hard to find beauty. I live in a spectacularly beautiful place, so my surroundings inspire me to want to be creative. As for the where - I am now lucky enough to have models from all over the world, all of them gracious enough to let me immortalize them as a drawing or painting. I guess it is the highest form of flattery when an artists asks you to paint your portrait or image

Antonio Capurro: Do you mean the models send you photos of themselves to be immortaled in your art?

Moxy Hart: yes, thanks to the wonderful technological age we live in, images get sent to me in high res via email

Antonio Capurro: Internet makes everything easier!

Moxy Hart: Gone are the days of sitting for hours and days on end posing for the artist, it’s a sign of the times I guess. I must say for me personally I prefer working from photographs, you can get more detail and I don’t get distracted… if you know what I mean… LOL

Antonio Capurro: I know exactly what you mean. What kind of emotions do you have when painting? How is your process of creation? I read in your profile you define yourself as a force of nature.

Moxy Hart: well describing yourself as a force of nature is better than calling you crazy. You will notice I also refer to myself as a mad hatter. I am just one of those happy people that believe life is soooo precious and short. You just simply HAVE to do what you love. It’s difficult to describe exactly what the creative process feels like, but it comes from somewhere very deep in your soul. A day feels like an hour for me when I’m in the “zone” it just flows out of you. I try not to be tortured by it either. Sometimes you do go through artist’s block, that is awful, but I don’t fight it. I just let it pass and continue when I’m feeling inspired again.

Antonio Capurro: Artists have a little of everything, but for sure they are passionate and sometimes wild. How about you?

Moxy Hart: I can only quote from Alice in Wonderland…. Sometimes I’ve believed as many as 6 impossible things before breakfast!! I am definitely wild and passionate. There is SO much I want to do, so many ideas, and just never enough time. The one drawback of my chosen medium - oil on canvas is that you cannot rush it; it’s a painstakingly slow process

Antonio Capurro: We never have all the time we want, but I agree we need to do what we want and be happy in that way.

Moxy Hart: That’s it, and you better make sure you make every second count.

Antonio Capurro: As a gay artist who depicts male beauty, when did you first discover your attraction to men, and did you draw them on paper or in your mind when you were a child or a teenager?

Moxy Hart: I guess it’s the same as most people’s story. I realized early on something was “different” suddenly certain boys at school looked more and more appealing to me, but growing up in a super conservative old school town, it was very hard. I did drawings as a kid; I had scrapbooks full of them. And there was always the well built hero saving the maiden in them. And I distinctly remember getting a huge kick out of them. So my work has its roots very early in my childhood.

Antonio Capurro: How did you discover your sexuality and how did you face it?

Moxy Hart: I did what any self respecting little gay boy would do… at the age of 15 I tried to commit suicide! Pardon me for being flippant about that, but I was in such a dark place, coming from a family with 4 straight brothers who at the time seemed like they couldn’t and wouldn’t ever accept me, a one horse homophobic town, one thing led to another and I just wanted to end it all! I glad it wasn’t successful and like my heterosexual peers I couldn’t live out my life as a gay teenager. There was this boy in high school I had a HUGE crush on, and him on me, but we couldn’t do anything about it because of our surroundings. I still feel sad about that. It is a shame that that kind of thing still happens in schools around the world. But now I am here and I am an adult and I get to live my life exactly as I please!

Antonio Capurro: For some gay people it is hard coming out, but you confirm the statistics about boys or teenagers trying to commmit suicide or falling into a depression. Can you talk about that?

Moxy Hart: Of course, it’s a terribly lonely place to be in, you feel like you are a freak and the only person with that “problem”. I hope some young boy reads this and realizes there is light at the end of the tunnel. I went from wanting to end my life to possibly one of the happiest gay people on the planet!

Antonio Capurro: How do you feel when you read about homophobia and intolerance, especially when our governments don’t give us complete rights as citizens?

Moxy Hart: It sickens me, but I also understand their point of view. It’s difficult to be enlightened when you are afraid, the people hating us the way they do are just afraid. The unknown is a scary place. I am hoping for humanity to evolve. I firmly believe homosexuality is evolutionary, Mother Nature’s contraceptive. It happens in animals; of course it will happen in humans. Unfortunately it is extremely difficult to change people’s beliefs. But I have personally changes many bigoted and ignorant people’s point of view. Once they realise you are a human and your “condition” is normal they become more accepting. The one thing that always really gets me is when they say it’s a choice. That has to be the most ridiculous statement ever. Who would choose to go through all that pain of being hated and ostracized?

Antonio Capurro: How do you feel knowing that your art encourages other people? Have you ever thought of your art in that way?

Moxy Hart: I guess in a way that was at the back of my mind. I would love to be a positive role model.

Antonio Capurro: There is always controversy about full frontal nude males, but for many its easy to see a full frontal nude female. Thoughts on this issue?

Moxy Hart: hey, you know, it’s all in the eye of the beholder. It really depends on how it’s percieved and received. I don’t think I would ever paint a hard on - unless someone commissioned me to do it, then I will gladly do it. But there is a market for everything and humans should just live and let live I say!

Antonio Capurro: You were interviewed by Dr. Dick about erotica and gay art. How much influence of sexuality is in your art? Are you a very sexual person and do you involve these feelings, fantasies, dreams and desires in your paintings?

Moxy Hart: My next projects will feature my own personal fantasies; they are sort of mythical in nature like the Greek gods and everything I’ve done up until now has really just been me challenging my skill. To see how far I can go with it. I am so excited to see where my work will be in say 5 years time. The difference in work I produce now compared to work 4 years ago is staggering and it’s very exciting.

Antonio Capurro: We talked about how you grew up in a very closeted environment, as the town you were raised in was not “gay friendly”. Have you ever gone back to visit your birth town, and if you have, do you think you’ll ever see your art in the galleries there?

Moxy Hart: I don’t think my work will ever be there, they still only have one whore, I mean horse! No, that’s behind me, my family still live there, but that’s my only connection with it.

Antonio Capurro: How does your family feel about you being a gay? Do they appreciate your art? Are they proud of you?

Moxy Hart: I think they are, they don’t really know how to articulate their feelings, but they are proud. I was down there recently for a friend’s wedding and spent some time with them. I took drawings with me; they were fascinated by the process.

Antonio Capurro: Do you make more money now then when you had your design company? How was it taking that huge risk?

Moxy Hart: It was a huge risk and much easier money than to be a fulltime artist. I went through some rough patches, but I just kept doing what I love. I firmly believe if you do that, life will show you the way and you will find success. My work is being appreciated by a larger and larger audience; it’s a very exciting time for me.

Antonio Capurro: In your process of coming out what was the best thing that happened to you, and what was the worst? Did you find good friends and lovers? What did you lose and what did you gain in the process?

Moxy Hart: My folks found out in a rather dramatic fashion that I was gay and my dad kicked me out the house. I left at the age of 18 and went and did my own thing. I had very supportive friends. I got a job and a place to live and then met a great guy. He is an artist too; he was older than me and showed me the ropes. Sort of like a mentor for me. We were together for 10 years. My family asked me to return home and I did so with my boyfriend. I think in the end my mom loved him more than she loved me! She still asks about him. So all’s well that ends well as they say!

Antonio Capurro: What has been the happiest moment in your life thus far?

Moxy Hart: At risk of sounding too deep and profound, it would have to be the day I finally learnt to love myself unconditionally, it happened about 4 years ago here in Capetown. I just laugh and enjoy life as much as I possibly can. I think if you love yourself everything else falls into place! Now I just need a co-creator…

Antonio Capurro: A co-creator? Do you mean a boyfriend, a partner, a husband? Would you like to get married one day? Do you believe in marriage?

Moxy Hart: I don’t believe in marriage, too many divorces, but I would love to have a super romantic commitment ceremony with someone one day. I prefer to call “him” my co-creator, as in creating a life together, an equal.

Antonio Capurro: How do you feel your passion for art has changed your life?

Moxy Hart: I think it was all a natural progression, you simply cannot escape your passion; if you keep avoiding it you will be miserable for the rest of your life.

Antonio Capurro: I would think would be easy if you find someone special, perhaps an artist like you, or someone that could appreciate your art.

Moxy Hart: I think first and foremost it would have to be someone that appreciates what I do, because that way they will respect the process of creating art, but at the end of the day it is my job. And when my brushes are washed I would like to get creative some other way… hehe.

Antonio Capurro: I see! How important do you feel sex is in a relationship? Are you the kind of person that gives the other his space and/or freedoms?

Moxy Hart: I kind of get a kick out of guys that are headstrong and do something entirely different to what I do, that way you can be interested in each other’s lives for real, so the question “honey how was your day?” would really interest you. I lived and worked with a partner 24/7 it’s a recipe for disaster. I want my guy to have his own life, have interests other than me. I think that makes for a healthy relationship.

Antonio Capurro: But what about the other question? Are you a very sexual person?

Moxy Hart: Bad man! Yes, of course I am, not the kind of hanging from the chandeliers stuff, but I am super romantic and I am going to be reaaaaallly good to the next funky monkey to come into my life. I am utterly and completely ready for mister right

Antonio Capurro: And who do you think may be your Mr. Right or the next funky monkey?

Moxy Hart: I have this thing, I am into men that look simian, dark and sexy, think Billy Zane or the guy from “My Name is Earl”. It’s strange I know and he has got to have opposable thumbs.

Antonio Capurro: How did you deal with the racism issues in your country?

Moxy Hart: I was raised in a shockingly racist environment, but I could never ever understand it. To have a problem with someone due to the color of their skin is just beyond me. We are all one big human family. It saddens me, but it is a reality, I am discriminated against because of my sexuality, I think that paves the way for one to understand all discrimination.

Antonio Capurro: Since internet came to be, there has grown a huge jungle where you can meet guys online and even hook up. Do you think straight people still look at us in a stereotypical way of having promiscuous behavior?

Moxy Hart: Yes, gay boys can be very silly and very naughty, but once again, that is just the nature of men. Men are as a rule more highly sexed than women, put 2 together and sparks fly. Add to the equation the “taboo” of being gay and it paves the way for the promiscuous behavior of a lot of gay men. But it’s easy for our straight counterparts to point fingers, just because straight is considered normal does not mean they get up to what gay men get up to and MUCH MUCH worst!!

Antonio Capurro: Thoughts on gay males taking the risk of being exposed to HIV/AIDS.

Moxy Hart: Everyone who is sexually active is at risk of contracting HIV and you need to wise up and the best way to do that is to LOVE yourself, you need to respect your body. For me personally I don’t understand promiscuity, there’s something very sacred about connecting with someone sexually. I can’t get myself to do the wham bam thank you sir thing and never see the person again.

Antonio Capurro: Will your audience gay issues, politics and religion in your artwork?

Moxy Hart: No. My work is too sacred for me. If I have a message it’s peace and beauty.

But then again the sacred heart is my mascot of sorts, but there’s no religious connotation. You say religion I say see you later. You say politics; I say politics is the spirituality of a nation. You say gay issues, I say, I don’t have any but I will gladly help someone who has them.

Antonio Capurro: You said you are romantic person, have you ever fallen in love?

Moxy Hart: Never been in love.

Antonio Capurro: Never?

Moxy Hart: Nope, in lust, in awe yes, but love nope. Only because only now I understand it.

Antonio: I could fall in love with the artist who makes such wonderful paintings.

Moxy Hart: You’re flirting me!

Antonio Capurro: No, but am curious, you didn’t fall in love because you didn’t’ find the right man?

Moxy Hart: It’s really just because I wasn’t ready and I have such an exact idea of what I want and how I want to be in a relationship. But hang onto your hats boys! Moxy’s in town! It wasn’t an advertisement I promise!

Antonio Capurro: What are your fears in life?

Moxy Hart: I’m afraid of not having milk for my coffee in the morning…

Antonio Capurro: What is the best and the worst of Moxy?

Moxy Hart: My worst is my hair first thing in the morning and my best is the first cup of coffee?

Antonio Capurro: What can you put in a bad mood?

Moxy Hart: Rude and conceited and mean people put me in a bad mood and bad chocolate too.

Antonio Capurro: What would you be able to do, and not able to do in a relationship if you find the man of your life?

Moxy Hart: I can cook and bake (like the devil might I add) and I can’t iron.

Antonio Capurro: Is there anything that make you scream?

Moxy Hart: Scary movies!! My favorite date movie!

Antonio Capurro: If someone asks you to pose naked would accept?

Moxy Hart: depends on the pose…

Antonio Capurro: which pose would you be comfortable?

Moxy Hart: I will not touch my toes and have a photo taken from that angle… hehe

Antonio Capurro: A risky one!

Moxy Hart: I think a sultry side pose lying on a bear rug, kinda would like to do that one day and then paint a self-portrait of it.

Antonio Capurro: How much have you learned in life? I know you’ve had good and bad moments, but finally you became the man, the artist, the person who you wanted to be…correct?

Moxy Hart: I believe you don’t learn, you just remember, remember who you really are… as in RE-MEMBER, putting all the pieces together. Life is so much fun, good friends, good wine, good chocolate, good cheesecake, and laughter, lots and lots and lots and lots of it! That’s life!!

Antonio Capurro: I agree with you. Finally what would you like to tell our readers of gay agenda?

Moxy Hart: I would love to tell them to find something everyday to laugh about, look at something beautiful everyday. Take 5 minutes to gaze at the stars, look at yourself in the mirror and say - DAMN you’re HOT!!

Antonio Capurro: You are hot Moxy

Moxy Hart: Thanks, I thought I was cool!

More about Moxy Hart and his wonderful art here: moxyhart.com

You can also contact Antonio via email at: capurroantonio@gmail.com

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